Sittin here

Sitting here looking at the computer screen, and wondering why I'm blogging on this useless blog. I think it might be a combination of masochism and an internet addiction. The name "The index to life," yeah an index to another life than everyone else. But isn't that the point? Aren't I supposed to live a life that I, being myself find fulfilling, and yet I wonder this question knowing the answer. The answer is this... Yes I will live my life the way I feel necessary, without any interruption, nor encouragement. If i feel the need for encouragement I take it, if another has a discouragement, well, i guess keep it to yourself. I really cant take down all words of encouragement or wisdom in my head. Here's the thing...... No one can. So what I've considered is taking the most rad ideas and incorporating them. I know, rad is such a vague word. My idea of rad is- a truly impactful statement in the manner that suits me more than my own depiction. So there goes my own two cents, I'll see this sight in the next few months I guess.......