Depressed Behavior

Through a looking glass I see myself wondering, Wondering what to think, who to be, why am I? If i walk outside of my house and see the sun, nothing really happens. I feel the feeling of nothing at all. I believe I'd find happiness in ones who I'm surround, I wonder what profits and materials i have found. The feeling still lingers, and the noise is still sound. It reaches deep within me, A feeling that I cannot drown. Ryan